Dear ex-friend

Dear ex-friend,

Sometimes I still think about you and well, all the great times we had. But then I remember one very important thing. I did everything in my power to keep you as a friend.

I begged, I pleaded, I even told you I would stop talking to my best friend if you would just stay friends with her. But none of it was good enough for you was it?

You turned your back on not only me, but your other friends too. You told me you didn't want me, or anyone else to hurt you. But what you did, it was unbelievable.

You not only turned your back on your closest friend, you sent her and myself hurtful messages, you gave me an irrational fear of notes on DeviantART, you made her cry. Making me cry was fine, I can pick myself up easily, I've been told it's my best point, but making her cry. That was the cruellest thing anyone could do.

We were both there for you when you were having trouble. We both helped you, we both loved you, we both felt close to you! But you still thought we would turn our backs! You need to get your head screwed on right.

I cried to you, I begged you just to come back to us, and you did. But I should have left it. I thought bring you back would be the best thing I could do for the group. All it did was cause even more shit and even more god damn pain!

But despite all that I still wish you the best. I hope later in life that things get better and that you get the idea that EVERYONE will turn on you out for your head.

Thinking about you hurts less and less as time goes on. I can't say that for the others you turned your back on, but I hope it's the same for them, because I really did try to keep you as a friend, mostly for them rather than myself.

There is a better chance you won't see this rather then you really seeing it. But I am more writing this for myself. To show myself that I am moving on because I really feel like I haven't, but thanks to this I have shown myself and maybe others that I am moving on.

If you do see this, I am sure you will know it is about you and if you do and decide to comment please don't make it too hurtful.

From Madison